Incomprehensible

I dont mind being a loser.... hahah!

2011-05-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

(Lea Michele/Rachel)

Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I'm a freakshow (I don't care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you're gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

(Cory Monteith/Finn)

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I'll get you back when I'm your boss
I'm not thinkin' 'bout you haters
'Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, 'cause I don't care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

NUMBER 17

2011-04-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

Older than 16, younger than 18....

I had an awesome b'day celebration.

With song, lala, vinitha, angelina and jh....

isnt it great that you have such good friends around you,

to me i feel very very bless..... :D

hand-made gifts, a simple sms

are all very sincerely,

sometimes i dont think i really deserve all ur kindness...

they all made my day, SERIOUSLY!

hahahaha....

then another awesome grp wish me happy b'day,

they were all so cool....

all so hyper,

all so dear to me,

i love you guys!

i dont know what would do without you all!

PS: they refused to be known.... tsk tsk...

and lastly HIM AND HER wish me too!!!

Awww... though she had wish me before,

but i was still very high after that! :DD

HE was actually the 1st person to call me!

he is such a nice person! hahaha...

cannot praise him too much,

he will be on cloud nine later....

hahah!

17 is just another number, but yet there are people who appreciate these numbers,

as a form of celebration, blessing, a gift from heaven,

and i am just happy that i still on the earth,

i will cherish the people around, no matter what happens....

:DD

THE CAPSLOCK!

2011-04-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

VERY CUT RIGHT?! HAHAHA!!

EXAMS ARE COMING!!!

I AM NOT GOING TO HUG ANY GODS LEG!!

YES!!

MUST STUDEH!!!

HAHAHA!

是時候讀書了!!!

I HAD A AWESOME WEEK!

MARINA BARAGE, STEMBOAT AND KOREAN FOOD!!!

MUHAHAHAHA!

我懂什麼是知足了！！！

我明白了！

這種小小的幸福就能很快樂了！

愚人的国度

2011-04-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

不只是爱情，友情也是愚人的国度。。。

It's the end... really??

2011-03-15T22:11:00.005+08:00

Before and after....

1 sec before and 1 sec after..

it takes one second to destroy everything,

but it takes months to rebuild, and

trying to save lives in the shortest time possible,

and the nightmare will always stay in the people's hearts.....

Is it coming

Are we going to die?

Where would we go?

On that disaster day, some people say it will hit Singapore

we will all die,

for that moment i stared blank,

thinking what will happen if it really happens,

what will i do???

The truth? I really don't know...

As for now, i am really going to work hard, play hard and love hard,

as i will not know whether am i living the next day....

Now love the people you love, care for the people you care,

forgive the people you hate, stand up for what you believe,

and dont live in regret....

UPDATE~

2011-02-27T21:23:00.004+08:00

Actually nothing in particular...

Just want to write something here,

Something happened...

Not going to elaborate why,

but i was deeply hurt,

i cant believe what you have done

haix...

I trust you with all my life,

thinking you are the one who will listen to my sorrows,

share my happiness,

i was so wrong...

Now i can only depend on myself,

a few people knew about this,

but i kept quiet,

no one know who you are,

except for me and 1 more person...

Bleeding inside, and going to school trying to stay happy,

it was hard,

my friends ask me whether did i sleep late during the night,

i say yes,

i was thinking the fun times we had, the moments we share,

but now all gone....

I learnt to be independent.

I learnt to be strong,

Just glad you did not come and disturb me anymore...

Now that i wrote this,

i feel much better.....

LOST

2011-02-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

I lost something today,

i dun know when i lost it,

but i know it's missing,

my friend name "feeling" is gone,

can you help me find it?

i recently got to know a new friend,

her name is "mood",

she made me happy,

she motivates me to study,

but i still lost "feeling"

Now i feel nothing,

really nothing...

感慨

2011-01-29T23:37:00.002+08:00

今天会比较特别，我会使用华语来写我的部落格。

坦白说这个星期还过得蛮顺利的。。。

但有些东西让我感到很失望。。

我今年已经很努力的控制我自己，

尽量别在测验的时候作弊，

我必须承认，去年大部分都在作弊，

导致我的成绩变得跟残。。。

因为没有读，所以考不好。

我终于明白这个道理。

所以开学的这一个月，我都没有作弊，

我可以对天发誓。

我是真的真心想把书读好。

如果我真的没把测验该读得东西读好，

我也不会作弊，

我会当作惩罚，自作自受。。。

最后一年了，时间过好快，

明年就毕业了，真舍不得。。

我一定会加油的！！

我是不会放弃的！！！

all is well??

2011-01-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

Really?

Well, school has started, so the every-day routine starts again....

countdown was normal and fun...haha.

RUIVIN!!!

i cant believe i am saying this,

but... i like school, even though i have to wake up like damn early..

however, school is fun, its a place where i feel peace.

its very hard to describe but i am very comfortable in school.

so... everything is fine. just fine....

Up next:

14jan- happy family

16jan- TDC

29 jan- RE's bday

31 jan- 2nd pay

02-04 feb- CNY eve and CNY

14feb- A Tales of 2 cities

What a money-and-drama pack months ahead....

会痛

2010-12-29T14:05:00.001+08:00

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

The Way

2010-11-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

Isn't it true?

I once live a life following others,

but i now know how to live my life,

the way i want it to be,

its my choice and my destiny,

so let me be.....

I wish...

2010-11-01T21:41:00.003+08:00

I wish I wish

with all my heart

to bless the people around me

with peace and good grades.

ESC......

2010-10-16T00:31:00.001+08:00

<逃亡> --- 孙燕姿

踩着月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满
我看着山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯
关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全都释放
用月光取暖给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光
要去闯

At Peace!

2010-10-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

Well, i had a nice day today!

Spent my time laughing out loud,

look back at those times,

that i was being plain stupid,

i didnt have a firm stand.

But today i learned,

that i should know to differentiate good and bad,

the right and the wrong,

its my choice and i have my rights.

I think i am very comfortable now,

a certain dist with you i think is necessary,

i dont want to be that past me again,

so you might say that i am selfish,

you may dont like,

but let me tell you smth,

i like what i have now,

no matter what you do, you would not affect me.

Guilty

2010-10-01T22:10:00.003+08:00

GUILTY

–adjective, guilt·i·er, guilt·i·est.

having or showing a sense of guilt, whether real or imagined:a guilty conscience.

Really! I am feeling like that now...

Against my principle, against to what i believe...

One word to describe GUILTY,

And hereby i apologize,

and i promise i will never do it again!

CROSS MY HEART!

stress!!

2010-09-30T12:40:00.001+08:00

I am really stress out,Are you??*I don't think you understand how I feel......

Not to Forget = Remember ?

2010-09-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

Is it true?

But why cant i do it?

Is it so hard?

Sometimes i wonder why...

HAHA!

2010-09-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

I HAD A GOOD LAUGH TODAY ! HAHA!

How i wish you were here to share the joy...

Dear God,

2010-09-16T22:31:00.003+08:00

It's me, A

I have lots of problems lately,

I got no one to tell to.

Or maybe its me that i cant trust....

Oh, i forgt to tell u that i had LOTS of fun during night study!

I remember that XY, me and JH were in a classroom,

ard 6plus i guess?

then we wanted to scare the teacher who came into the classroom,

but we end up having to scare ourselves,

at that time i was thinking,

in that point of time, if god could come down,

i think we would be screaming our lungs out.... HAHA!

Ok... but none of the teacher came,

so we decided to study,

and you know when 3 people who are metally insane,

can be more insane during the night?

Nah, i guess god will never know,

coz you are not insane by nature,

but our study was sort of counted as productive,

we sat down, take out our pencils cases, paper and some notes....

Is that counted as productive??

haha, that was because we only did that,

and the rest was just talking and talking...

But overall it was fun though,

i hope there another session!

Then maybe God, you might want to take MC from heaven,

and come to earth to study with us!

haha!

but till then.... :)

PS: Change, the only thing unchanged!

2010-09-12T15:20:00.002+08:00

田馥甄- - 寂寞寂寞就好

还是原来那个我
不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么爱错就爱错
早点认错早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
第二段：还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么什么都没有
早点看破才看的见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉

I am Back!

2010-09-10T22:16:00.003+08:00

I know that i will be writing this, even though i know that nobody would come and see....

Well, its the September holidays now, and i know that its ending soon.

I've gone back to school for 4 days,

and yes, it was productive work done in school.

Notice that i only said that it was in school??

I had not been really doing work at home..

And i know the reasons why..

I have been thinking was it a wise decision to retake??

When even me myself, could not believe i could do it.

How i wish God is my neighbour, so that i would be able to go the next door,

knock on the door, and have a-tea-chat-kinda-thing- with him,

then i would tell him all my troubles,

and he would reply me on the spot...

nah i kid, if God was really next door,

there confirm will people queuing to number and chat with him. :)

Well, thats life, i mean my life,

with all the dilemmas that i have...

Remember

2010-07-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

I had 1 year left,

I had 3 months till O levels,

my life is like a time bomb,

it will explode anytime.

Btw, this is a self-note again from a person who is suffering from STM.

Life

2010-07-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

How i wish was that simple...

How i wish there was no exam,

How i wish there was more holidays.

How i wish i could slack.

How i wish school can organise funfairs!

How i wish there could be more " how i wish..."

RANDOM!!!

haha!

but really, in life there all kinds of wish that ppl are wishing for.

Including me of course. :D

Well, wish can only come true of you workhard and exchange for it,

OR pray to the Dad in heaven, and also have patience, and mayb it would come true,

because The Dad in heaven has alots of children, so he has to attend to them one by one...

I am still for mine to be answered...

Back to topic...

School was fun, haha..

i love the laughters we had in class...

haha.

it keeps all my problems away...

homework was fairly in enough..

still can managed though. :)

1 more week till the end of WC.

21 more days til Alicia's birthday.

a few weeks till Prelim2.

1 month till Unriddled.

and till then... :)

PS. i am not trying to be profound...haha

just typing what i feel... :D

GLEE!

2010-06-17T17:32:00.004+08:00

Glee is supposed to be about what's in your heart, not what's coursing through your veins

I am so into GLEE!

haha! Watch GLEE yesterday,

ytd ep was hmmm.... sick?

haha, but it is still nice to watch.

I like kurt and that black girl,

they both really can sing!

haha!

i want to watch kurt and rachael sing DEFYING GRAVITY!

AWESOME SONG! :D

Omg! Holidays are so boring,

i dun like staying at home.

nth to do.

oh ya, i found my brain+mind back,

i think it came back during one the night,

when i am sleeping,

lucky it came back,

if not next week SURE DIE!

now, that it came back,

maybe its time to feed it with

WORK!!! :D

Half of June...

2010-06-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

It's time to try Defying gravity...

okay, my reflection for this 2 weeks of the june holiday,
i know i sound digusting by doing a reflection,
but anyway i'm still gonna doing it...
:D

Erm...the 1st week i stayed at home and rot,
then go back to school to get brain foods in to my head.
At night, i slept around 2, and wake up the next day at around 10am??
Well, thats only the 1st week.

For the 2nd week, i called the excercise week,
coz been outside for almost everyday,
everyday there is different activities.
did really sweat it out, after all that, i feel refreshed!
haha!

Well, that some how sums up everything...
and yes, i never mention the word 'study'.
haha, and i shall replied that i am 'lazy'!
my brain's not working,
whenever i start sitting on the table,
and read the notes, my mind will be somewhere else...
i dun know where it gone to,
but i am sure that its not back yet!
hahahah.

so mayb i shld start searching for it, and hope it comes back,
help would be much appreciated..
:D

2 more till school starts...
2 more months till prelim 2
1 more year till sec5 and get graduated...
my life could not be anymore interesting....
:)

2010-06-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

I forgt i want to blog le...
haha...
will blog tomorrow then
bye!

2010-06-04T22:08:00.009+08:00

How i wish i could see your face tonight...
_____________________________________
Went ECP today with ah song and JH,
we were multi-tasking, like superwoman,
we skate-cum-cycle-cum-photographer...
for once i thought i was have a cape around my neck, and a diamond 'S' on my shirt...
haha,

then we went to the beach play with sand,
the sand was soft! haha!
then we kept snaping candid pics, which turn out of course, funneh!
haha!
i had a tired but fun day...

oh ya, we saw many things today!
haha, we spot Adrain Pang
ai yah, i forgt he acted with RE sia, you see lah, i so blur...
he was cycling...
then we spotted a auntie-looking person, who turns out to be a cheena...
haha, she also mutil-task, wearing roller blades while cycling...
then we saw a NICE NICE RAINBOW!
actually ah song spot it, and told us to snap snap,
and yes, we gt rainbow on my camera
i think camera is a VERY GOOD invention!
cannot say BEST, you know y?
coz the BEST inventions on earth are HUMANS!
NO HUMAN = NO CAMERA!
haha. talking crap...

Damn funneh, JH dun know how to blade,
then she grab my hand and she keep on gliding...
haha, the sloping part so veri funneh,
coz i not very good blader ma, so JH was grabing me,
then we near the sloping,
and we keep shouting lah...
shouting for help! then in the end ah song and her bike saved us...
_________________________________________________________
on the skating ring....
Me: JH, i thought you gt go ice-skating before? you shld know how to skate what?
JH: oh..that was years ago...
Me: =.= haha....

no offence though,haha,
but she made good improvements lah...
she is a fast learner actually.

Gonna post the pics tomorrow,
tomorrow going to make my hair, i am egg-cited!
haha! bye bye to curlinesssss!
haha!

2010-06-02T22:23:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, i was wondering,
shld i change to wordpress,
wordpress looks kinda nice...
and much easier to handle....
I will think about it lah...

2010-05-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

說了再見才發現再也找不到。。。
我不想這樣就失去你的微笑。。。

There are times where things we can control,
but we never make full use of it,
there are also times where we think we gt it,
but in an actual fact we did not...

are we living in the reality?
or we are just trying to lie to ourself?
haix...

Well, got my results back..
not very good,
and of course not a very goos sign too..
time to buck up? i think so too..

watch With You everyday,
different thoughts come to me each day.
i wrote them down, thinking that when With You ends,
i will arrange them and post it here,

ok, here summary of thingy that it would most probably look like

A mother who is a survivor,
been through the storm,
shed buckets of tears,
but still survive...

haha, preview only lah, haven think of how to arrange it...

31 may is round the corner...
WORRIED!

June holidays are here!
HAPPY!

Need go back to school for lessons during June..
NEUTRAL!

Going to rebond my hair!
ELATED!

haha....

2010-05-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

Its seems like a donkey years since i posted anything here....

OH! drama started...
i cried, not alot, i only used a few pieces of tissues...
haix, it seem like 10 mins before the show, i gt no appettite to eat,
and also the same when the drama ended.

Thoughts just came through my mind,
for the 1st 3 episode,
people do die...
but when your closest family passed away,
you will somehow feel the pain that you cant describe,
how you wish you can know when the person will die,
and just tell him/her before hand the things that you always wanted to say...
so that you would not regret...

i been through that before, twice somemore,
the 1st one was we somehow know that she will be gone one day, i managed to tell her things that i always wanted to say,
but as for the 2nd one, i was shocked, it was so sudden...

time REALLY waits for NO MAN!

well, the pain is there, 2 grandma gone in a year,
but i learnt something from the departure of them.
Treasure the ppl around you, to what you have to do today...
if not you will live in REGRET!
________________________________________

Well, solemn time is over,
back to my life...

life as usual goes on,
with a better begnning,
MYE is over!

Something is every wierd here,
coz when it is MYE, you fret about EXAMS!
but when MYE is over, you fret about RESULTS!
haix...i fret until my hair all going to drop liao...

today supposed to play basketball with jie hui and cynthia until 3pm,
but suddenly JH recieved a sms, saying that there is cheer practice...
so, we went there to check, but we are not in proper school attire,
so we ask shawn y to bring us proper school shoes,
then we ran in to the school....but kena spotted by SANDY!!!!
DAMN IT LAH!
ANYHOW ACCUSE PPL!
YOU NO EYES IS IT? OR YOU COLOR BLIND?!
SPOIL MY MOOD SIA....
YOU SO FREE AH...
KEEP COMPLIANING....
ARGH!

ok, done with my frustration...
i shld cool down...haha...
mayb i shld re-watch
its bring joy...
haha...

Well, type alot today...
shall continued next time...

2010-02-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

Finally, i get to blog, actually i am kinda lazy lah...
trying to blog everyday but nth to blog leh...
haha.HF's over! No more XD!
i thinking i am still having HF withdrawal sydrome! HOW?!
Anyway, busy with school,
test, test and more test,
until i forgt that a thing call COMMON TEST!
Coz practically my so-called-everyday-test are SO COMMON!!!

Sians, other than trying to workhard, telling myself dont give up,
laughing like siao everyday, there is nothing much i can do to encourage myself.
Reflecting on wat SHE siad, everything seems to true...
DRilling on the A1s and distinction, 'o' level this and that,
sounded like nagging , but if i dont workhard now,
the one who suffer will be me and my parents!

My parents paying for the exam fee, and me choing-ing like siao again!
SO WHAT THE USE?!
so i try not to sleep in class, eat as many sweet as possible to keep myself awake...
haix...
that the year of 2010!
A rushing, stressing year,
but its a year that i will surely remember....
coz i know that i had once put in hardwork in my studies...

2010-02-15T10:07:00.002+08:00

YO PPL!
haha...
how is your CNY ?
mine, was funny, got laughter.
haha..
the day where the 7 dwarfs gather together and chat.
the day where we gamble, the day where alot of us are sleepy after that.
Cool huh?
eat sleep eat sleep,
MINE ROUTINE YOU KNOW!
haha!

now blogging early in the morning,
waiting for ppl to get ready before we set off,
another funny day i guess?
haha...tell you all when i get back!
:)

* TOMORROW IS THE LAST EP OF HF!!!*
*AH! GETTING XIAO DONG WITHDRAWAL SYDROME! CHAM LAH! HOW?!*

2010-01-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

WOW! My blog is like soooo....DEAD!
haha!
HAPPY FAMILY IS SO NICE!
XIAO DONG IS FUNNEH!
haha...
ALIBABA GOSTUN!

Well, at least her acting abit better lah...
her pronounciation abit weird oso..
anyway, i luff the show!

Kinda busy these days,
gt test, gt guitar, gt homework,
most importantly gt STRESS!
haha...

oh ya...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RUI EN!
haha..no tmie lah...if not friday can post de...
she is now 1 yr older le...
more mature?
haha...more like a mummy than a sister..
everytime 'nag' at us...haha
eg...must study hard ah, dun watch so much tv..and blah blah...
haha...
mayb i shld listen, or mayb not...
haha.

Well, enough of her,
its gonna be CNY soon!
TIME TO GET PREPARE!
CHIONG AND GO QUEUE FOR BA GUA!
haha..my favourite...
no ang pao nvm, gt FOOD can liao...

well, shall till here,
will blog someday.

2010-01-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

9 more days till Happy Family starts...
CANT WAIT!
XIAO DONG!

Decide to blog today,
coz i dont think i get to use the com tomorrow...
haha. gt maths tuition tomorrow,
and yes, its in a tuition centre...
haha
i really like tuition centre,
i just feel weird...

Well, did my homework,
study for ss test,
day-dream abit,
sleep like pig,
haha...

i was wondering do ppl come my blog?
Well, i didnt create a blog for fame ,
i create coz i just feel like i need to write smth...
smth that i cant describe...
but i can write...

Sometimes i think that my life is rather meaningless,
coz i dont really do much about it,
i am just waiting for the day to pass,
and that should not be..
coz life should be fun, interesting and worth exploring...
isn't it?

2010-01-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

HEY PPL!
Well, school has reopen,
things have changed,
time is running out,
more test are coming,
and that will be my life for 2010.
haix....

i have less time for computers,
more time on my textbook, notes and homework...
well, all this have taken at 1/2 of my time,
left 1/2 for leisure,
leisure meaning eat, sleep and abit of TV..
haha...

10 more days to Happy Family1
YEAH!

2010-01-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hey People!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

yeah, i know i'm late....

haha...

Didnt go for the countdown,

kena fever and sorethroat and headache,

countdown with my teevee,

haha.

then saw the fotos of IDOL in punggol,

haha...so sexy, so pretty, and the earing was damn winner!

haha...she looks happy...

Smile alot, mayb that LXD had a very great impact on her?

haha...

oh ya, tomorrow school reopen!

cham, i haven finished my work yet how?

dun feel like going school oso leh....

sian...

Actually i think i am prepared to go back to school

i think lah...

Sian, dun know, i feel wierd wierd de,

anyway, my dad will be keeping my laptop till sunday?

i guess so...he said so himself..haha..

oh.. happy family starting in 17 days!

IDOL b'days is in 27 days time!

YEAH! then on that day will be PARTY TIME!

haha...

2009-12-29T22:04:00.005+08:00

Well, currently reading this book called "Tuesdays with Morrie",

it is a very interesting book,

talking about things that we dont dare or would nt talk about,

for example death, cherish, and lots more,

i bought this book, to make me grow as a person,

i think that a person needs to know things that are not within our control...

you can choose your future, your destiny, your life,

but you will never ever escape from death...

i haven read the whole book yet,

but i just have the urge to post it here.

Before i bought tis book, i bought another book.

this book, is by the same author, Mitch Albom,

talking about a person called Eddie,

giving up his life to save a young girl,

he ends up in heaven, meeting five ppl,

telling him, stories that will changed his life,

isn't wonderful, when you go up to heaven,

there are ppl there telling you their life stories?

from every story, a life lesson is learnt,

From every life story, you gained smth,

and from every life story, you know that you have grown up.

and that is why i like to read biography and autobiography,

from the author's life you learnt smth, gain smth,

and that is the thing that you cant get from the textbook...

haix...life is short,

Instead of getting angry or feeling sad everyday,

why nt live your life happily,

so that everyday is the best day ever?

PS: i am trying to be simple minded,

but still i cant help by thinking alot...

2009-12-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

WOW, time really pass very fast,

1 more week till school reopen...

23 more days till Happy Family starts....

4 more days till we sent 2009 off and welcome 2010...

how time flies...

Kept watching hua mulan the movie,

cry everytime,

think hard everytime,

waste tissue everytime...

haha..

its a touching movie,

there a a few lines that hua mulan said, and i thinks it very courageous,

士兵可以叛我，

将军可以弃我，

但我，花木兰绝不背叛国家！

I have actually started to make new year resolution.

Making 2010 a fruitful year for me, and my family and friends,

pray on the last day of 2009,

pray for everyone,

pray for the ppl who are in the third-world countries,

may it each day, be gracious and fruitful...

making new year resolution is making a goal,

i have come to realised that without a goal,

you are heading no where,

in 2009 i used to follow the crowd...

but today, i found my goal,

being myself, a changed person.

In 2010, i will try my very best to reach my goal,

i am not gonna wait for it to happen,

i am going to make it happen myself!

ps: well, i sound like making a will like that,

but i am serious!

2009-12-25T22:35:00.003+08:00

“逃避，停止不了战争

害怕，只能让我们失去更多”

Well, my dad bought me the HUA MU LAN DVD!

haha...the movie is very touching,

Mu Lan is a woman that will do watever it takes to protect her country...

haix...after watching the movie, i feel upset,

i feel gulity, mu lan can give up her life, her own relationship, everything,

but i will always think about myself....

haix...

Btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

YEAH! 爱情零度C ( Love at 0 degrees) is going to re-run on 24 dec!

YES!!! Finally she is on TV!

haha...after that will be 过好年, then a new variety show 我行我宿，

then another drama! tentative the name will be called 我在你左右!!!

WOO HO!! 2010 will be an exciting year!!!

haha....

Full of IDOL's drama....no need study liao....

kena bad result blame her....

haha...

JKJK!

Gt her drama during 2010, my studies will in flying colors!!!

haha...

SA coming le....a few more months...

Need to save money to vote her liao....

顺便减肥！！haha!

Well, feeling better abit...still got abit of fever...sian...

my holidays are so boring....how?

reading finish *A million little pieces* le...

quite interesting lah...

gt alot of vuguralties inside...

Overall the book was ok...

RANDOM!!!

2009-11-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings!

Well, went for C.I.P programme today,

kinda of fun, coz the kids there are quite hyper today.

Told 2 stories to them, and they asked alot of questions....

After that went cynthia hse to watch taiwan dramas....

Went home after that...

Sian sia....i think i gt headache loh....

Anyway, going swimming with JH and cynthia tomorrow....

PLS DONT RAIN!!! I NEED WARM!!! ITS FREAKING COLD HERE!!!

I still left with my chinese homework...

dont really feel like doing.

BORED!!!

___________________________________

Sidetrack a bit ah...

I watch 'together' today...

Its a new channel 8 drama, aired during 9pm...

I noticed there the bit people living at that time are very different from us.

Last time, fake eyelashes can be rent for just $4! Cheap right?

But during that time, $4 dollars is consider expensive le...

one bowl of noodles cost like only 30 cents....

not like now $3 per bowl...

I think i need to be contented with wat i hav now...

At those times, people work so hard just to get a better living condition.

Now, when people have good living condition, they ask for more...

Haix...

I remember wat IDOL said,

"do not take things for granted,

do not compromise your beliefs, principles and integrity

no matter how hard it gets"

Haix....

___________________________

*Where are you?

You said you'll be there, when i need you...*

*Why are you giving me an empty promise

that you cant fulfilled?*

______________________

IDOL i think still in japan..

haha bu she de hui lai...

paiseh ah...

everytime IDOL here and IDOL there..

haha...

too bah luh... :D

Shall nt say who she is,

but the close people around me will know...

*wink*haha!

I know i know, today post abit long...

coz now gt nowhere and nag,

except here...

haix..i pity my blog!

I LOVE YOU BLOG! haha

*my post all gt no link de, bear with it loh*

2009-11-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

Why are they like that?

Say one thing, but does the other....

Now, i am nt going to care wat they say,

and just carry on with wat i am have now...

They think they are so great?

They thought that my world revolves around them?

Well, just gonna prove them wrong.....

Upcoming week, i gt CIP.

I need to start packing for my trip...

I am excited....

Still thinking of wat to get for the birthday girl??

My definition are so very different from her....

Haix, heahache sia...

Oh btw, Clara is going KL tomorrow....

Wish her luck!!!

PS: IDOL is still japan! She will be there for a month!

Well, just hope she will have fun there...and come back SG safely..

There is also a report on IDOL upcoming drama....

It will be air on 2010! YEAH!!

I will sure mark it down in my phone!!!

2009-11-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

HEY I'M BACK!

Actually i'm always around , just lazy to blog only....

Well, the earth is turning, people are changing...

We cant stop earth from turning and ppl from changing...

But we can stop ppl from controlling our lifes....

Had a cold war with someone...

Sometimes i feel that i am living my life,

just because of the ppl around me...

I am not living it for myself...

Its so difficult to change it, but i know that this is going to stop.

I had cold war with the person...

I learned that sometimes letting go of smth,

really makes you happy.

I tried to resolve this situation,

and we end the war...

but things are not the same again...

i dun how to explain, but i knw its different.

Mayb things will get better?

Haix, i feel that this yr passed very fast.

Mayb i am busy?

Mayb earth is rotating faster?

Or too much of facebook., that i 4get of the time?

Haha...

Well, my holidays = homework, revise, study.

Its becoming my daily routine liao...

Cham (means die in hokkien).....how?

Sian....

Oh, IDOL is JAPAN now!!!

Hehe....dun forget my present ah....

haha....

Well, at least i know that IDOL is the only person that will cheer me up....

whenever i feel upset....

THANKS IDOL!!!

See you soon!

PS: this is a random post....

2009-11-01T22:35:00.007+08:00

Yeah...I'm BACK! haha...

Well, gotten my result back already...

promoted, but result still nt very good...

Somehow or rather, i feel sad...

Yes, i gt promoted!

No, i dont feel happy.

I hate this kind of feeling...

You have gotten what you want, but you are nt happy...

Haix...

Anyway, going to a higher level next year,

Striving very hard now...

Getting myself ready for the challenges...

Now my mind need to remember 4 IMPORTANT things

' EAT, SLEEP , STUDY, SH*T'

Yeah, i know i gt screw loose some where in my head,

and i dont intend to screw it back...haha.

Mayb i shld stick to these things first,

And i shall screw it back till next year.....

IDOL post a message on the message board....

A few sentences that i really believe in.

" Don't compromise you beliefs, principles and integrity, no matter how hard it gets.

Resists the easy way out, because the process is much more important than the end.

Learn to be unselfish, consideratae and unconditional.

Build your self-worth with pure hardwork and resulting achievement, not with superficial things."

PS, Blogger dont allow me to upload photos, mayb blogger dont like me today... :(

Anyway, will post picture soon.....

2009-10-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hmm....i don't know whether shld i be happy or sad.

Erm...happy because i have alot of fun today, by laughing alot...

Sad because i did VERY badly for my EOY.

Anyway, me, ah song and JH went playground to so called RELAX!

We played a game called "color catching",

even though we do not know the exact rules....

we played for 3 rounds then we stopped,

and we took some random photos....

Went home at 5pm...ate dinner at 7pm....

Dun know wat to do, just stare at the computer blankly...

HOW?! MY RESULT SUCKS!!!

I AM IN DEEP S**T!!!

*omg, i am so vulgar!*

*daddy jesus, pls forgive me, i need to let out my ANGER and SADNESS!*

Well, photos are on facebook, u want view pls add me, and u will able to view it.

If not TOO BAD!!! haha, mayb i will upload 1 or 2...depends.... :D

I think i will blog tomorrow...

my world seems smaller, able to see things more clearly

but i feel suffocated, nt able to breathe properly... how??

Which is more important??

PS: today's post is very random...

The Moment by Sun Yan Zi

2009-10-19T17:56:00.003+08:00

The Moment-孙燕姿

这一刻回头看见自己

这一路的风景百感交集的我

下一刻又将飞到哪里

渐渐疲惫的羽翼为你披上了勇气

放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔著不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信著我们终会找到自由

这一刻时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜陪伴著我前进
因为你让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧脚步更加坚定

放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔著不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信著我会找到自由

哦……只是远行不是逃避
告别是为延续回忆永恒的华丽
你……要照顾自己不要忘记
那些灿烂过的痕迹

2009-10-12T23:00:00.005+08:00

“这一刻，回头看见自己。这一路的风景，百感交集的我。”

Well, today seems like a holiday to me....
but i kept walking around my hse

thinking of what shld i do?

Shld i watch tv?

Shld i take a nap?

Or shld i nt do anything, and just stare blankly in the sky?

Everyone on earth now would be saying

"So much things to do, but yet so little time"

But i would say,

“So much time, but yet so little things to do...."

and the only thing i can do now, is worry

Worry abt result,

Worry abt whether i will retain....

Worry abt alot of things...

Today i watch videos on Stefanie Sun 孙燕姿

recently i keep listening to her songs....

听了她的歌，我有很多感触

也不知道为什么，听了她的歌，我会哭...

I dun why i gt this feeling,

Both IDOL and her song, always me give this kinda feeling...

i dun know how to describe, but i know i will 不知不觉地掉眼泪。

Well, mayb i will upload of both IDOL and 孙燕姿 song by tomorrow

coz my com want to sleep le,

and i saw some 'screw' falling of the CPU.

I think my com gt SCREW LOOSE!

Anyway, i'm starting to like stef 's songs now,

and IDOL is featured in both 8-days and I-weekly!

finally, some news of her......

2009-10-11T21:26:00.003+08:00

Praying for a miracle to happen...

Hmmm.....Finally got the time a sit in front of the computer with a warm cup of milo......

Well, EOY has passed, kept thinking that i will retain,

thinking of what will happen if i retain...

haix, i took time for granted, i always thought that there is alot if time to study

but the truth is time passes very fast,

once you missed it, thats it.

But now everything passed, now awaiting for the results

whatever the results is, i may cried or i may just nt talk abt it.

i just have to say, i think i have done my best.

*oh, btw the exam enough is seriously nt enough for some paper.

just in case some cher who is seeing, can u all adjust and make the time longer?*

Anyway, one thing that i learned from church today

FAITH, OBEY, PATIENCE.

now i am PATIENTLY waiting for a miracle to happen.

Wish me luck.....

RANDOM!

2009-09-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

Well, i got nth do so come and blog...

actually i gt nth to say,

not gonna use my brain cells,

and think abt a topic.

Anyway, EOY is coming,

getting prepare ,

to fight a war in front of me,

i hope to win victory,

and be myself again.

090909!

2009-09-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

Well, today is 090909!

It a special day, that happens only once.

Missed it without knowing,

mayb we will regret.

Today, JH and cynthia come my hse study,

study for at least 2 hrs,

then we started playing with newspaper(out of randomness)

after that they went home,

i continued studying until dinner time.

Went for dinner, watch TV, use computer.

Haix, my life is so boring!!!

anyway, i blog today coz it is 090909!

Must blog! coz mayb tomorrow i lazy blog.

btw my post has no link till now! HOW?!

EOY is coming,

death end is here,

mayb after EOY,

provided with good result,

and then mayb i will go see IDOL!

AH!!! EOY IS COMING! RUN FOR UR LIFES!!!

*amanda just dropped screw from her brain,

and now she is thinking on how to fixed it back?!*

STUDY!

2009-09-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

the road is still long......

September holidays are here,
not knowing what should i do,
staring at the blank space,
imagining things that will not happen.

Haix, read someone blog.
i am really concern abt her,
trying to encourage her, but i dont know wat to say.
i really hate the feeling
when someone is sad,
and i just dont wat to do and wat to say.
haix, i feel so useless.

anyway, i really hope she can jia you.
because someone said this to me before,
只要不放弃，就会有奇迹
and this quote kinda motivate me,
i hope this can motivate her too...

as for me, well, doing homework from yesterday till nw,
haven complete yet,
intend to chiong everything by tomorrow.
Wish me luck!

*how i wish there is a shooting star right now,
i want to make a wish. and hope it will happen.*

If a day have more than 24hrs.....

2009-09-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder, if a day have more than 24 hrs?
What will you do?
How much time do you need?

How i wish i could have 48hrs...
24hrs for studying,
another 24 hrs for playing....
and i think that will be the only time i can use my time wisely....

however...is 48 hrs too long?
or 48 hrs too short?
haix...

oh. i STRAIGHTED my hair! i'm so happy!
Thank you mummy! love you! haha
Well, went church today, went TM to shop.
After that, go home watch BMS!
I love Zhang Yu Hang! I love Pepper!

Then went for dinner. Stay home to study....
So that's my boring life. haha!

I collected my results ler...still not very good.
overall only 21 pts...haix... still need work harder.
I need RE's brain cells!! LOL.

Ok, gtg, haven do my CL homework yet....
(my post still doesnt link. haha)

2009-08-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Well, today was kinda fun. Even though, there were no party, the class still had fun.
Mr Phillip let us watch some movies, but the 3Bs were nt interested,
so he suggested we watch youtube channel.
The guys open some funny commercials, then Rudy open a video abt a guy performing MJ's moonwalk. Very nice!

Then, it was time for us to move out to the hall. Settled down, watch concert, go home.
Took a nap, use com, pack my study table. Haix,it sound boring isnt it?
Cynthia suggested me and clara go out tgt to orchard,to shop for albums during sept holidays....
Maybe i shld stand by some DVDs, and watch it after EOY?

IDK, just feels very bored at home, nth to do.
Just received sms from the dang-ers, IDOL gt new show coming up next year!
WOOHOO! cant wait! Haha, her new character's name is called LIN XIAO DONG!
So funny! Hope to see IDOL soon!

-Sidetrack a bit arh...-
Ppl change very fast, tis minute they be nice to you, the next minute they might ignored you
for some stupid childish reasons.
Haix, these ppl really need to go africa or some 3rd
world country, then they will know, not to take things for granted.

God gives us friends for a reason, but definitely nt a 出气筒.
I am nt pointing fingers at anyone, i am very contented with wat i have now. i am nt gonna change anything, for any reason or for any person.

WEll, gonna sleep now, mayb i will post tomorrow? or not. =P
P.S. my blog may sound abit no link ah... pai seh...=P

2009-08-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA!!!

Haix, alot of things happened these few days.

Dont feel like talking about it.

Try not to vent ALL my angers here.

Vent partially only.

4 weeks till EOY.

After EOY, HOLIDAYS!

But still need to worried about the results....

Time passes very fast,

This year, alot things happened.

Grandma passed away,

in thru-train, finally know what is stress....

Haix.... 我累了，想好好休息。。。。。

2009-08-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

Well, common test end le, gt nth to do so come and blog.

Friday, 7/8
Went to watch UP 3D with Li Hui, Curry , Huda and Jie hui!
ok lah, the movie quite nice, but the tix abit ex loh.
13 dollars eh! haha. The 3D glasses gt wear or dun wear no DIFFERENCE!
haha. Coz i tired mah, then i take the glasses, then eh...the same!
very CLEAR loh. No DIFFERENCE!
haha, anyway b4 that there is a mini funfair in school, very boring.
So me, cynthia and clara decided to walk around the school! not fun! BORING!
Just waiting for the time to pass only...

Saturday, 8/8
Went over to my grandma hse who pass away tis yr,
WAH! so Smelly and dirty lah, oso dun know how the tenant clen the hse wan.
Haix, see the flat = flashback of my grandma and the 7 dwarfs!( 7 cousins!)
after cleaning flat, went home to rest~ very tired, gt hand ache the next morining.

TODAY, 9/8
went to my grndma's flat again. go there then remove the rubbish, old furinture...
and my hand still very pain! gt blue black some more!
after that came back home and sleep.
woke up at 6.30pm. watch NDP! quite interesting lah...

oh, i still need to arrange some SL stuffs, so gtg, blog next time!
BYE~

(Ah Ma, I miss you very much!)

2009-07-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

WOW! It has been donkey years since i last posted something.

Well, busy with alot of things since school started.....

And 2 more weeks will be my COMMON TEST!!!

Horror!!! anyway, i will be not be blogging until common test is over...

Have to study.

Need to buck up!

so that, after common test i can go out.....haha!

So basically, i came to blog just to tell myself that COMMON TEST is coming!

now, off to my study cave.....

Impossible = I'm Possible

2009-06-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow have to go back to school and study,

and that is when all the stress starts again!

How i wish that i could go back in time,

and really study very hard for mid-years....

Well, everything is in the past,

now, have to study very hard in order to stay in TT.

haha. i havent finished my homework yet....

and i dont plan to do them, i think....

erm.... i think i should end here, and pack my bag.

I miss 3B, guitar, and of course the dang-ers and idol.

Hope to see them soon again!!

Bored!

2009-06-24T17:11:00.000+08:00

Today's time passed very quickly for me.

Well, today went to the library with Jie Hui and Cynthia.

I was actually thinking of borrowing books, but i forgt that i haven pay my fines yet,

and school is going to reopen soon, so i did not borrow any.

Before that we went Subway to buy cookies, YUMMY!

Then went cynthia hse, we use her com, i changed my blogskin, and i think there is something

wrong with her keyboard or computer. WIERD!

Haha, then went home around 5plus.

After that, went downstairs to have dinner, borrow Twilight and HSM3 to watch.

I LOVE HSM3!! Why didnt the director continued it? I WANT HSM4!!

Haven watch Twilight yet, leave it for tomorrow....

Oh btw, SCHOOL REOPENS ON MONDAY!!! AH!!!!! I HAVEN FINISH MY HOMEWORK!!

ah, forget it.....Dont give a damn to it until the teacher wants it.

OH, a line from HSM3: ' Its NOW or NEVER!'

*Wonder what that means....?

If you only have 5 days to live, what will you do?

2009-06-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

失去重心，向月球飞扬，闭上眼睛，Just let go......

My idol ask us this question before,
'If you only have 5 days to live, what will you guys do?'
Well, the first thing that come to our mind is,
Being happy everyday, living our life to the fullest....

Then she ask, 'what is the fullest?'
We were not able to answer, because we ourself do not know.
Is the fullest, doing the things that you always wanted to do?
Or doing things that you dare not do?

I always wanted to go Bunggie Jumping,
I always wanted to go diving,
Even if Obama invite me,I still dare nt go to Africa
Even if Jesus sent me, I still dare nt go to site vist, to talk to the AIDS patient ( i kiasi mah...)

But if i gt 5 days to live, Which one shld i choose,

I am still find the answer.....
Thanks to my idol, I think i have grown up alot.

I HAVE GROWN UP!! :)

2009-06-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl!

Well, decided to blog again cause somehow

i need a place to shoutout wat i feel about certain things....

I always thought that i am a girl that will try all e best to make my friends smile or laughed

Well, mayb i am wrong....

This june holidays, made me think alot.

Should I study? Or should i not?

Should I continued to live like this? Or a change for the better/ worse?

Should I concentrate on my studies? Or should I concentrate on the COMPUTER??

Well, mayb you guys may think i am MAD thinking about all this

But, I think that I grown up quite alot...

And i created this blog to express how i feel about certain thing....

If you ppl do not agree to wat i wrote, you can comment about it.

But I think i had enough, And I think this is a good place for me to express my feelings and thoughts.

As for now, mayb i would write things that normally bloggers will do....

Talking about wat i do for the whole day, i may write whole thing that i have done the whole day, or i may not.....haha....

Anyway, I hope that you ppl will enjoy reading my posts

PS: sorry for making the whole post sounded that i want to commit sucide. BUT I'm not.. :)